I was attacked at the very core of my being and was told to end it.
That I was not going to live past the depression, the anxiety and the tremendous amount of pain. The lies, and self hatred tried to overshadow every ounce of hope and faith I previously held onto.
Even though I walk through the darkest valley…
Fragmented pieces of the memories came flashing back as I tired to piece them together and make sense of the realization that these were not nightmares but factual suppressed recollections.
I will fear no evil…for you are with me…
It was too much! I felt as if I was literally being ripped from the inside out. Every part of my body ached as I exposed the truth and walked through the dark murkiness of my past.
You protect and guide me, and I find comfort as you console me…
In my despair, I wept as I released the pain of that little girl.
You are repairing all the damage that was done to me, and restoring the deepest, most real part of me.
My strength Lord, comes from you. ~ Denise