I think I am angry..
No, I know I am angry..
and I believe that I am really angry at you,
it happened over and over again, and you sat there and did nothing..
I know you didn’t want to betray me.. but you did…
I blamed you…..
I accused you….
I despised you….
and most of all, I hated you for not protecting me..
The violation of truth that was stripped from the loins of this little girl, brought years of tremendous heartache and self hate. This voice that haunts me and reminds me of the abuse from my childhood, is a direct battle between the truth and the lies of the enemy which would try to keep me bound to the pain of my past. This voice would blame the “little girl” in me for not telling my Mom or my Grandmother that I was being sexually molested and would attempt to keep me bound in guilt and self hate.
As I continue to break my silence and share my truth, the broken places of my life are being restored.
The Truth Will Set You Free – John 8:32